Long time I not meet with him , both of us are so busy at our stuff . I am busying for my homework as well as suffering from my spm result which will release next week . I am nervous about it but its over , i cannot do anything just can accept everything that going to reach my faith . This is not the main point that i want to tell at this blog,my yee pin also very busy at his assignment , test and exam . He is busy for that sure no time to accompany me , sure i will feel not comfortable. I think almost 2 months we not go for dating .. Hiz . Staying so near but cannot meet with each other . We meet a lot of trouble when we outing , so so so irritating , i hate it . Sometimes i think that am i single ? Why my life is like .... similar with single life people . I can do everything in school without any restriction i suppose to be controlled sometimes > < I love freedom actually but i am a girl who have a boyfriend i hope he will always protect me . I settle all my things by my self it is not that nice actually , i need people helps but i cant . When i am free i like to sms with him but he cannot make it . Thats why i find others to chat with me . I mostly find my dear but i know he is busy . The rejection from him is not feeling good which i cannot accept it well , I always tell myself study is the most important thing but i feeling i have to touch my words. I know i can handle it by getting more job for myself .
Besides , i know a guy name Jake Ng . We know each other from the camp where was organized at Melacca . He told me that I looks like his girlfriend , keep flirting at me but i reject it > i know that who is my love one but i cannot tell him on the spot . =.=
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