Be myself

Hello guys , sorry for late updating my profile since i am preparing myself to fight for my A level exam, there are stress but i am enjoying it well since just an exam not end of the world . ^^Seriously i should update my birthday celebration with my dear past 2 weeks soon . Sorry for the late . 

Yeah ! One more month i will be free really be free ! Just free from A level programme , I love A level although it is difficult to score but i know i can try my best to score for my own . I learnt to be understanding the syllabus that i had studied not like the time when i was in form 5 , i learnt how to study when the time i also playing hard like what the phrase study smart , play hard . That is what i said not from my friends .^ ^ All my friends are studying very hard just scare they cannot handle it well but i will try my best to handle myself emotional, i will be different that is what i always improving . I have a small little ambition which is i want to be charming lady throughout my life. 

Alright lets chat about my boy friend , he is nice , caring but these i also cannot get from him seriously . He is the men who are loyalty to his relationship , stubborn for the girl who he loves too but i feel sth missing between both of us that's why i always banned what he had said . I just dun know how to describe the things that missed while i need to take a lot time to digest for it . 

I just dun want make a super sad decision without any planning or even logical thinking . Everyone praising he is a very good guy so i cannot missed him , i know my life is be with him since i was in 13 years old . ^^ I know the feeling losing him because i dreamt it before . My life is be with him from my young life till now . I love him because he love me more than i am , living together isn;t easy especially with my attitude , ambition and character . 

Night guys , i will update my profile after my exam ^^ ..

Stress and challenging

I lost my future way recently just dun know what to do for my next step. I not sure about my potential as what i am interested in just feeling that being a doctor is quite meaningful for my life . Is that the reason for my own interest ? I am thinking what come to my life next ! Some of my friends already decides their ways for future i just know i cannot make wrong for the decision because i have to save my time and money for my further studies . I cannot share this problem with my mum since she will tell just choose whatever i like to be while i tell my boy friend he will say whatever decision u make i will support you . I know i can handle the pressure well which i feel that some signal is coming to my daily routine that is my mood . I cannot really enjoy with my friends because thinking the syllabus left to be studied on night , preparing our syllabus for the next class , mid term text or even our final . All these things i can make it perfect if i work hard for it just the thing i am confusing is my future .. .. God just give the way i should for it ..

Things that always confusing =.=

Every people will confuse when they are taking some decision however my boyfriend will confuse when the time to think wat are we going to eat . ^^ I dun know he always give me to make decision or making me feeling tat he giving me pressure on it . Sometimes i really dun know how to explain my feeling. Feeling express in front of him is quite difficult just feeling hesitate to think to leave him . I not really a good girl since i am quite anger in everything he did that are not really good feeling to me .
Sometimes i know he worries me but i dun want to make him worries because i want to protect him rather than he protects me . When i am dull i just hope he can stay beside me comfort me =.=
I dun know how long we can stay together but when the time of living something appear in my heart saying that he is one who can be so calm at me during me anger or even my rude attitude . He is not that best guy i met but he is the one who love me . He scared that i leaving him silently just because he loves me . He want to protects me so he not really prefer i wearing so 'sexy' but i am not really that obrdient so i refused to hear his words , i have that slim structure so i want to wear anything i want to wear .. I am overbearing just because i fight for my own freedom . Being a future doctor is quite hard and stressful i just hope he can accompany silently through out my studies . I hope there will be fine for all thing we going to meet next steps of our life ..Sometimes i love to be with him just because i need it . I need him so i love him sound like i am a realistic person ^^ I know now he loves me more than i loves him just because i really need a person who love me very much until he can take care of me for the whole life ..

Happy dragon year !

The year of dragon is started as everyone almost ended thier chinese new year holiday this week ^^
They are back to their life starting to earn for thier living however i am wondering how am i going to choose a best way for my future ^^ . Feeling stress as no words to describe it .. If i no need care about the fees or living i just hope i can realize my ambition to become a doctor. I know i can do it just the time i have to worship from now .. There are so much of challenging i experienced just one word i cannot explain what the hell am i doing for my future .. People are fighting in all the minutes as i just hanging around without doing a thing .. Jia you soo way there are more ways to archieve success as i know i can make my life difference ^^

Love is a complicated feel .

Love is a complicated feel ,

It can make u happy , sad , jealous even emotional .

We think love can change everything we hope to have ,

while love not really can change everything ,

it might change something but not everything .

Sometimes i think my relationship cannot last however he did something that stay me together with .

The feeling is terrible and sorrow , making me tiring without any decision can make .

We come from different background ,

He is not my dream man or mr right but i know how much he loves me  .

The guilty to him is fantastic until i cannot imagine what else i can do for him .

That's why i remain silence most of the time .

I love him , understanding him but not the time to say Goodbye yet .

His loyalty to me is strong how come i can do something to hurt him ?'

Hmm ! Not i wont is not the time for me to will . ^^  Wakaka . naughty miss you ya .

New year start!

Good afternoon everyone ! New year begin with the first thing i did was i awake at 12 pm . 

All my family members were so tired for yesterday party which was so nice and memorable ^^

After taking our lunch we start to clean our house seriously my house was dirty =.= together with flies visited my house .. 

I washed all the floor clean all the dishes besides i wash all the slippers . Youch ! there were so dirty ! 

Anyway ! time with them are nice just hope we have a new year started with our joy ..^^

Happy New Year 2012 !

终于过完了2011 ，新的一年，新的目标，新的愿望！

有的人盼望新的发展而我只希望能达成自己的愿望。 ^^

 派对完毕当大家喝的迷迷糊糊时他们的心情是如何呢？

我妈咪还大喊吩咐宇彬好好爱我,可是我只希望他能快乐，就算没有我的日子他也一样^^

而我的妈咪压力他，现在和他的爱人好好享受一起的时间。

二哥和女友打情骂俏永远那么的开心，只不过我的大哥和女友都有自己的时间。

最孤单的是我妹妹，只有现在才能和她好好的一起谈天，她有自己的时间！

只愿新的一年我会活的更精彩！