Rest In Peace

Sorry for hearing this bad news . An memory that will be always accompany with me .. My classmate just left us without any signal . That's the end of his life , nothing he experience just one thing that is dead . He does nothing for his life just one thing that is study for his exam . He studied hard for his future but in the end he lost everything , he effected mental problem since he was 16 years old . He needs us help but who going to hear his deeper sound ? No one can understand his feeling so he chooses the short road to end his live . Just 5 minutes , game over . There are so much of people waiting for him to serve but he choose a way that let his family and friends  disappointed .He commit suicide ! Just 18 years old ! Short life pathway . What cause him to choose this way ? Think about it . There are so much of people in the society are suffering of dead . If u not worship everything u get , u will be the next person that will face this . Nothing is impossible , commit suicide is a way that are most stupid . So everyone ! Cheer in ur life .. Hao zheng , rest in peace ..

Love you baby

Thank you for visiting me  when i am sick,
I am feeling so great  ,
Although both of us nothing much to say ;
But that is enough for me to understand that u are caring me .
That are nothing much i can do for u ..
But i hope that nothing can change my love for u ..
I know that i miss u so much ,
Hoping everyday u can stay with me ..
U said that u are proud because i always support u for everything u have done .
That's what i can say is I hope u are always support me too .
I just want u know that i can settle my things without any careless mistake . 
Be confident at me , I feeling irritating hear those mumbling from u .
Just trust me ! I understand what i am doing ..
I am not the Soo Way who was a childish girl last time..
I already know how much i growth . Please just give me couple of time to show u i can do it !
I always pray with our Almighty , i tell him that how much u worth for me . 
I dun hope our love just end like nothing because of our busy stuff .
Your heart are always have my shadow !No busy and tired within our mouth ..

Although tired because we are fighting for our future ,
I choosing this way just to show to myself i am important to u dear.
I tell myself to trust you !
Dun leave me alone .
I love you.

爱

人生反反复复，没有永远的一定，没有一定的结果。今天和妈妈聊天，我母亲说佩服我和我宝贝的感情，面对那么多的波折都可以在一起。她说我大量，会为别人着想，我也不清楚为什么她会这样说。我知道自己只会发脾气^^这几天，我都在等我的宝贝放工回家，担心他会有危险，就算我感觉疲倦我也会等。他忙于工作我少少都有点不是很开心但他在工作就给他安心的去做吧！等待期间我也可以做很多事情的哦！

  最近一直在想要是有一天我们因为真的忙碌而失去我们的感情，那证明了我们真的不够爱对方了，可是事情总没有一定的。我知道我爱的是谁，他也有条件给我去付出我的爱，虽然他不是最好的但他是最适合我的。

我哭了

吃过晚餐后，心里很挣扎，压力。看了宇彬送给我的生日卡当场流下了泪水。我不清楚，也不明白，我真的哭了。。 我控制自己别哭了，可是我的泪一直夺眶而出。我不知道要向谁诉苦，这次真的让我压力顶在了我的泪腺。。 我很想好好的睡一觉可是担心我读不完，睡觉时不断的扎起。我想好好的大哭但声音只有我听见，我真的担心我会崩溃，我告诉自己我一定可以，我一定能。

愿我的幸福是永久

幸福就是从现在开始，一旦我感觉到自己太幸福时，我停顿了一些。我开始害怕会失去现在我所有的，夜里入眠冷静的去向到底会不会有这样的事情呢？我不希望这样的事情又在发生！曾经的失去让我痛苦无比，现在那痛苦好像又回来了！我不知道要如何向你表达我对你的感觉，我只能好好的爱你，我真的真的不能没有你。为什么我要忧虑？天啊！ 就给我一个单纯的开始，也给我永恒的爱情，我不愿那一幕在到会来，不愿！